Still in Progress

   ..Living in a wonderful world is being beautifully blessed. But why don't I see my worth? Being compared with other people. "Your friend, that person, that individual? She's great, but you? You're useless, selfish and timid." Those words, they kill me. They make my whole being partly dead. But here I am, silent, just listening to those painful words knowing that I am doing my best, but still not enough. I am still conquering and will prove you wrong. I am worthy. Why do people are like them? They're too selfish and unkind of theirselves. Sometimes I remember one thing- that you can never please someone with just something. Being too numb with the world around you makes you say hurtful things. Yes. They're hurtful.

     One thing I might say is that I am weak. I admit it.  And that one thing I want to change is my perspective of life. The perspective of comparison and selfishness. Knowing that you can do something alone. Independently, but the truth is you're not. Aspiring to change the world through my actions, my life. I am just a blank paged book, still writing my story with my God, guiding my hands to make the story bright and interesting. Yes, I'm still in progress.